Like A Fool

For once it feels like a lifetime.
For once it was weirdly enough.
For once everything else seems trifle.
For once it was shattered in a blink of an eye.

Nothing matters anymore.

It was easier to not bats an eye.
Just walk away like nothing happens.
Ignorance was a bliss.
But it also was an idiocy.

As I paced slowly in a pool of mud,
I kept on thinking how beautiful a life can be,
If only I never met you.

Because all I can focus on,
Will always be right in front of  me,
The ones who came,
And never had intention to leave.

But I was blinded.
You must be laughing right now,
Seeing me making fool of myself,
Being an idiot like I am.

Smirking in triumph,
As I struggling my way out.