Drabbling My Heart Out

DEAR BLAINE ANDERSON,

There are many things you’ve done in these years and I am proud to say I’ve sat and seen you through all of it:
I’ve seen you being an oblivious boy who didn’t realise how much Kurt already loved you. I’ve seen you doubt about yourself and who you are. I’ve seen you fall in love with the amazing man that is Kurt Hummel. I’ve seen you hesitate before you kissed him for the fi

rst time. I’ve seen you singing your heart out on stage. I’ve seen you sad for being the shadow of your older brother. I’ve seen you admiting how much it changed you when you got beat up for being who you are. I’ve seen you being braver than no other and asking your boyfriend to dance with you in the middle of his junior prom. I’ve seen you serenade your boyfriend in front the whole school. I’ve seen you being insecure about your relationship and the imminent changes that might come in the future. I’ve seen the light of hope in your eyes when you were told things wouldn’t change and that in just a year things would be the same again.

I’ve seen you being stupid, funny and optimistic. I’ve seen you being negative, sad and angry. I’ve seen you laugh. I’ve seen you cry. I’ve seen you be there for those who need it and I’ve seen how you shine with your own light

Now I’ve seen you fuck up in the worse way possible. I’ve seen you hurt someone you love. I’ve seen you making horrible decisions  I’ve seen you singing an apology out of desperation  I’ve seen you admitting being with someone else. I’ve seen you breaking Kurt’s heart. I’ve seen you hate yourself for it. I’ve seen you regret it.
Do you feel bad, Blaine? Do you regret it? Are you feeling horrible about yourself? Because you should. Imagine how Kurt feels right now when it was you the one who told him to go and follow his dreams. Imagine how much he’s hurting when he was finally shining as he always should’ve and had to hear that you cheated on him. It sucks, doesn’t it? It hurts like shit? Good.

Now I really want you to cry for days until you simply can’t cry anymore and after you’ve done that, I want you to wipe your tears away and stand up. I want you to get out of your house and go to school. I want you to be the best Senior Class President McKinley High has ever had. I want you to give Kurt space to figure himself out. I want you to be the leader New Directions needs. I want you to figure out what do you want to do with your life and your future. I want you to ask for help is that what you need. I want you to realize that you don’t need to stay next to anyone to find yourself.

I want you to apologize to Kurt in every way possible. I want you to give him the moon if he asks you to. I want Kurt to reject you several times and for you to keep trying harder everytime he does. I want you to make him fall in love with you all over again. I want you to prove that you’re the best option Kurt has. I want you to make him happy. I want you to restore the trust you broke.
But above all I want you to learn. I want you to put your head up high. I want you to come stronger out of all this. I want you to grow up and realise the many ways you can do things better. I want you to succeed. I want you to shine. I want you to be happy.

Will you, Blaine? Will you promise me to do all that? Because if you do, I promise to stay with you during every step of the way, no matter what happens. And if you think you don’t deserve it, think again. Because you deserve everything, too. I love you, Blaine Anderson. I always had and I always will.
Live your life, fix the mistakes you made and be as happy as you deserve and in exchange, I promise to never give up on you.

Always yours,
Someone who will always believe in you.

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There's a moment when you say to yourself...
"Oh, there you go, but I'll still ship you forever."
You during 'The Break-up' this week was that moment for me...about you.
You move me, Klaine.
And waiting 5 weeks will just be another excuse to read fanfiction and love you more.

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Another thing I’d like to mention. This is more about Kurt.

If you don’t think Kurt can forgive Blaine after cheating, you don’t know anything about Kurt. 

He forgave:
Finn for calling him a fag and humilating him in his own house.
Puck for all teh slushies and dumpster tosses.
KAROFSKY for..Oh do you live on another planet???

Kurt is an amazing and compassionate person. If he forgave Karofsky,

 he can forgive Blaine.

If Kurt forgives Karofsky and not Blaine then there is someting seriously wrong with the world.