Scared

It's freaky enough when the one you've been pining on likes you too.
It's a 1 in a million chance.
But what's weirder than that,
Is that you both fall in love at the same time.
But neither has the guts to say it.

How is this my life?
It's too good to be true,
I'm afraid that all these were just lies.
A lie that was made for me,
Then crashing it like a thunderstorm,
Without any cautions or signs,
And I will be left in my dismay again.

What if it's just a punchline trying to be said?
That "hey, you're having an illusion. Jokes on you!"
And I snap back to reality.

I'm happy that it's too scary.