Some Genius...

She knew there was no one to blame but herself.
She knew it all.
Oh the resentment.
And of all moments,
It must be in front of him.
ALWAYS.
And of course,
Madam Azlinda too.
Thrice now,
Including this time.

Why little girl,
WHY?
WHY DID YOU ALWAYS END UP EMBARRASSING YOURSELF IN FRONT OF HIM?
Yes,him.
Only him.
She never would've care any less if it's other people.
But then..
Like I said,
There is no one to blame but yourself.
So stop self-pitying and start changing.

how can you still live with yourself for the past 20 years without dying each day of embarrassment?