That Pair of Eyes

The same eyes that I see every single day.
Dark brown,
With a spark of maturity and calmness inside of it.
The only thing that changed,
Is how those eyes look at me now.

I used to sense the way those eyes perceived me.
How they look at me.
I feel loved.

But now all I see is emptiness,
Like there is no emotion left,
Nothing.

How easy it comes when throwing away something that used to mean the world to you..
And here I am,
Being the biggest idiot.
Thought I could start over,
In the end I'm just fooling myself.
I can't break the chains.
I've lost the keys.

I don't ever want to see that expression again.