Pedophile?

Ce tengok betul-betul.

Ada rupa kanak-kanak ke?

Mana ada!

I'm 20 this year.

Of course I look like 20.

Ngok ngek punya kanak-kanak ribena.

Hati itu

hati itu
selalu cuba menipu tuan empunya badan
dengan niat mententeramkan dia
menipu sang otak
mencuba banyak perkara
menolak pelbagai kemungkinan

tapi
hati itu tidaklah sekuat besi
tidaklah sepandai sang otak
dia cuma mampu menahan
dengan pertolongan sang air mata

Bias

I'm being biased.

Of course I am.

Although I promised.

But I still loved the previous fours.

Sorry guys.

I can't love the Seigaku regulars of 5th generation.

They broke my heart.

Wuwuwuwuwuwu~~

Umi's Faith In Me

She knew.
Of course she knew, I practically tell her EVERYTHING.
But still,
She puts her faith in me,
Telling that I have to do what I think best,
And still gives her best opinion.

Even if my choice is wrong,
She'd say,
"everyone makes mistakes,
it's an experience in life,
but I don't want you to do something you regret".

In relationships,
She's my 1st adviser,
Telling me it's okay to do this,
or to do that,
but NEVER to go overboard.

Just keep calm and ignore everything.

Go with the flow but never lose yourself.

Thank you, Umi.

I love you forever and ever and ever and ever and for eternal.

Ketika Kelas Itu...

Tadi ada kelas PN ngan Mr.Mangla (his name is actually Mangaleswaran aka Manga, but since Zetty "ter"salah panggil Mr.Mangla, it became a tease for me)...

And I didn't pay attention.

At all.

Heh.

But there's one thing I want to blab.

And it's about the crucial subjects (that,unfortunately, will be in exam).

MY ANALYZATION:

Child Lit-------> Heh.

Phono---------> kene START awal!!! Bagi stress on this + banyakkan latihan

Metho---------> Doubtful.

PN------------> Lots and lots of notes, I presume.

RESULT and CONCLUSION:

* Tak boleh pandang rendah Phono although aku dah pass Lingo last sem. Kene start belajar / memorize / latih tubi ASAP!!
*Si Pakcik Metho tu dah bagitau RAMAI yang fail Metho. Tapi lecturer tak boleh pakai langsung. Kena xerox buku Asma jugak ni. Relying on books 100%.
*Child Lit. It's basically LITERATURE. DUH. Tapi jangan bongkak sangat Farhana, ingat tu. Be cautious.Just because you have advantage doesn't mean you're any better than anyone else.
*PN plak banyak persamaan ngan CD. Last sem, aku LANGSUNG tak  pay attention time En. Idrul ngajar. Tapi...TAPI. Buku CD nipis. Senang nak memorize. Buku PN ni,....mak aih...so, conclusion untuk PN ialah = BUAT NOTA AWAL-AWAL,BUKAN TIME NAK EXAM JE.


p/s: moga-moga aku sedar diri and start revising ASAP...amin.

One Of The Bad Days..Like Usual.

I don't know which is worse.

Money being sucked by the IPG ever since allowance was out,

Or being in the same group with 4 people I hate.

Thank God Abu wasn't in my group too.

Or I'd wish I had the superpower to wipe him off the planet.

I used to day dream about him being killed.

It was beautiful dream. So beautiful....*sigh*

I just hoped it was real.

I need to re-adjust my life, my allowance, and my car's oil tank.

If keep on busying myself,

Maybe I'd forgot that I was in miserable.

But I was a bit *terasa*.

Again, I was ditched from the group's assignment.

It was partly my fault too,

Relying on them for information,

Just because I'm afraid to re-activate my FB.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

MY circle of friends.

Basically, I have 2 circles of friends.
One is guys, and one is girls.

I'll babble about the girls' first.
In my circle of friends,
Each one of us is.... WEIRD. and INSANE.
But in good ways.
Like, we have one that can't stop talking (which is good,because if then the atmosphere would be super dull),
One that keeps everything to herself AND thinks that we don't know what's in her heart and mind (which is false, but we just kept quiet until she wants to tell us herself one day),
One that emanates SARCASM (and the least to be hurt by anything/anyone),
One that can remarks jokes without losing her poker face,
and ME.
How should I describe myself?
Introvert, perhaps?
NAH.

And the other circle,
Well,
I think they're pretty the same.
They're ALL crazy.
I'm surrounded by crazy people.
And I wonder WHY am I crazy.
But nevertheless,
Because they are guys,
They tend to be more protective.
Especially THAT one.
Well, at least he's not violent like the OTHER one.
And full of sarcasm too,
Like the ones that always smile innocently (but EVIL, EVIL I tell you, in the inside),
And the last one,
The true nice guy,
But still,
Sometimes I just can't ignore the feelings I wanted to punch him.
WHY AM I BEING WITH THESE PEOPLE, AGAIN??

But because we're different in every ways,
and we care about each other (in guys' circle, THEY tend to care about me),
That's why we're friends.