"So you have a boyfriend.
Care to explain why didn't you tell me?"
...........
" Irfan knows?"
Yes.
"Fadhlan?"
Yes.
"Kamarul?"
Nope. You know he has too many girlfriends to keep tabs on me, anyway.
"Right. And I am last to know because?"
Because you'd be mad.
"I am. For various reasons."
They know because I knew they won't try to do anything about it.
They won't try to talk me out of this.
They won't psychoanalyze me.
You're my best friend,
Not my psychiatrist.
I need you to be my ally,
Not my doctor.
I didn't tell you because what you think counts.
Because I don't want you to hate me for it.
I know you think I am still unstable because of the past,
But give me this.
I will try to be better.
"I am trying to protect you."
You can't protect me every time,
You know.
"This is a tryout.
Just a tryout."
Fine.
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