I Love You,But.

I know what Ricchan wants.
I know.
But I'm incapable of falling in love for the time being.
It has THAT much of an impact on me.
I don't know when will I heal completely,
But for now,
I can't.
Anyone won't be.
Let alone ONE of my bestfriends.
Amir won't tell me his opinion on this.
And he wanted me to promise not to tell Ricchan that I told him that.
I don't understand his train of thoughts,
But I trust Amir.
Explicitly.

Ricchan,
Don't ruin our friendship.
Please.
Please.
Please.
I don't want to lose you.
Please understand my selfish request.
And I won't ask anything in return.
Just be my bestfriend,
Till the end.
Can you?