Koi shiteru dake ja.

Well,it wasn't in my control.
I lost it.
And then,whenever I got my grip back, I tried to be reasonable.

Because of ego, because of worry, because I'm afraid.

And this was the time I'm happy he doesn't know Japanese;although he knows other 2 languages.
French never suits him.
His English was terrible, and still IS.
And his Arabic always make me feel like he's a retard.

I never thought I'd use the word, but I did.
Damn.

"Why are you doing all these things?"

"Tada, koishiteru dake."

Because I don't want to change.
And I don't want YOU to change.
Let's just keep it this way,okay?

The reason?
Koi shiteru dake ja.

~ABI~